I now gave my complete family my blog, they are reading in the Netherlands, in Great Britain, maybe France aussi, et Switzerland, and New Zealand and perhaps Canada too. I imagine they are all reading me. I am scared again. But they read the voice in me. So it is actually very liberating too. They can now hear my mind, maybe they already did in the past, I am an adult and their niece, sister and daughter. My cousin Toby who’s living in New Zealand is also adopted by the way, so we have 2 adopted persons in an international Dutch family. Welcome my beloved family each one of you! On earth and in the sky.
We all miss the ones in heaven. My three grandmothers, two grandfathers, and my four uncles.. I am thinking of you too. Luckily I am still blessed with four aunties and many cousins. And of course my sweet mum and dad and my little brother aka broerlief. Welcome!
Writing to me is expressing myself the best way I can paint. I love words. I love languages and colours. I even love grammar for crying out loud. I am good in loving me. I need to express and let go. After writing, I feel heard.
my own heart.
And I listen