I love you

Sometimes (which is an understatement)  I have the urge to say the words… I love you.
Most of the time I have so much love inside in me that I do not know what to do with it.
I tell my cats I love them, but they walk away afterwards. I love my friends so I usually address to them as sweetie or lieverd. It is in my nature for doing so. I can not help it.
I love to love, but it feels like I need to hold everything inside me for the moment.
Being single at 38 years old is strange. My girl-friends are being mothers or girlfriends or wifes. Everybody is busy building on their family lives. I am liking lot’s of stuff on Facebook; I am seeing friends getting married, having babies, persuading their dreams. I like their posts for their happiness.. it brings me happiness too. And still, when I come home, I am alone. If I had a rough day at work, for instance yesterday, there is no one to talk to after my evening shift. I need to express myself. Here. In words.
It’s just such a shame not to share myself with a loved one. Somebody who knows me inside out, who stands by me and comforts me.
I am on my own. With a lot of friends which I feel so blessed to know them.
So here is a picture of my girlfriends when sharing a great weekend in Belgium a month ago, as they brighten up my sky into the light:


Lovely ladies, girlfriends for life; I love you.

Thank you for being you.

Lots of love,

About elinexplores

Persian Soul in Dutch Life. Flying down to earth.
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2 Responses to I love you

  1. Judith says:

    Ik hou ook van jou! Blijf schrijven, blijf delen, blijf geloven!

  2. Marijse says:

    Hou ook van jou! En van je moed en mooie woorden… X

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