Self-doubt

Sometimes I do doubt all of which I am experiencing from the inside.. is life really that beautiful or is it only my own vision which makes everything better.
Sometimes I wonder if my internal world matches the outside world. Do I experience the real world in a realistic way or is it all made up in my mind in order to survive.
Do I give people too much credit as I think everybody naturally deserve that or is my blind spot that I give too much and ask nothing in return. Am I too loyal to my own feelings in life? Or are they from a past life? Today I question everything. Including myself and all around me. Most days are good, some days are confusing and other days it will all be gone again. All I know is writing helps me moving forward. It always has been my life savior in order to understand life and myself. There is always a tomorrow! And that is a good thing. The only thing I know is that I always will be ok in the end as I am ok with myself.. just sometimes the doubt creeps in. It usually happens when there is no real communication or dialogue going on. Then my mind goes wandering.. into self doubt to try to explain what is going on. I am aware of my emotions. All noticed.
Letting go is the best thing to do. In order to set myself free again.

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Persian Soul in Dutch Life. Flying down to earth.
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